Sunday, March 15, 2009

we are the absolute best.

Okay so I just got back from being at Isabel's house since like 7:00 last night.  It's now 1:31 in the morning and it was just another great night that I've had with her.  We talk.  A lot.  But about actual stuff going on.  It's great that I can have such amazing conversations with my friends.  It went from watching a movie, Zack and Miri Make a Porno to be specific, to talking about how some of our friends are a little messed up with dealing with things [[we're realistic, what can I say?]], to how people are just total conformists, and then how music is just following that same path of whining lead vocalists, screaming into the microphones and scene kids piercing their septums and wearing ripped clothing that make them look like disgusting hobos.  Like, really?  Is that totally necessary for you to go about your life in?  I don't think so.

Some people we know have just become so fake and they're just corrupting the ones around them and you know, maybe before we know it, we'll have a minor scene population ready to explode from the outskirts of Bergen County.  Sound good?  Fantastic.

What's wrong with just being yourself?  You don't have to waste your time with keeping up fake pretenses; drop the stupid façade and be who you know you are.  Cut the crap because no one has time to deal with your dishonest bullshit.  If you're fake with so many people and don't seem to have a care in the world about it, then how could you possibly be trustworthy?  I have no fucking idea.  UGH I can't take people like them, so you know what?  If they don't give a shit about the friends they lose, then fine by me.  I'm not going to sit around and wait for them to see the dawn of day force their eyes wide open.  I have better things to do with my time.

Maybe I'll come back to this rant a little later.  It's late and I have to get up in a few hours, so I might as well get some sleep in between now and then.

No comments: