Tuesday, June 16, 2009

stomach aches

So I haven't posted in a while and it's not like when I have been, I've been posting very worth while things.  Just what I've been feeling I guess.  I get my school laptop taken tomorrow, so I'll be sans laptop for a bit until I get my own, but who knows when the fuck that will be.  I keep having constant discussions arguments with my dad on the subject and, frankly, it's getting a little beyond ridiculous right now, to tell the truth.  So I'm just waiting.  If he says it's depending on my grades, then I just have to wait a week.  It won't kill me.  But I can't wait to be bitter about it once I finally get it.  So until then, I won't be posting for a while, not like I post on a daily basis anyway.  Which, if I might add, was always something that I would try to do, but then nothing would happen to talk about or I'd forget or be too busy.  But I think the summer will do a world of good when it comes to that.  We'll see how it goes.  But, for now, I bid you a fond farewell.  I'll be back in less than 2 weeks.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

i can taste the difference

He still doesn't seem to be picking up the memos.  Do I have to waste my time and literally spell it out for him?  I guess i just have to.  Because that's probably the only way I'll get him to listen to anything if it's coming from me.  He should have other, more important priorities than what he's focusing on right now, and that's just damaging everything even more.

Achieved Status: my life is crap and i want to shove this all deep into the inner workings of my mind so it can collect dust in the corner from being so utterly forgotten.